They told me you left
With the rough waves of the handsome;
They said you fell asleep
Riding on the strong shaft
Of his stony ridges and troughs.
And, that you laughed
At the song I sang for you.
It was yesterday,
After I had swam through the arctic,
Searching for your face,
Your enfant smile.
It was after the rain
That I, drenched and dripping,
Heard the news
And, read the note you left.
"look foward," you wrote,
Your face blank
As the harmattan cloud.
And I cried and laughed.
Then, it soon began to pour,
The mist shroulding my gaze
At your back.
Yet,
I went through time,
Backwards, laughing
And crying,
searching for nothing but,
your smiles, your carefree laughter
With your hairy head,
Thrown backwards.
I saw nothing but your fair skin,
Your arrow-eyes,
Your dimples and your pink heart,
Beating in synchrony with mine.
Now, how can I let go of that?
How can I fold before that little
Bad news?
Dark sky, scares the children
and a moonless night keeps them quiet.
Men, fold before death
and a tree is cut by iron.
But, not me; not my love for you,
for death will not defile it.
And though, the news rip
My soul apart, and
The memories burn my head and,
The thought
Of your laughter when I sang
For you, wet my eyes,
My quest to die for you,
Brings only, strenght
and courage
And a royal fierceness,
To my mangled arms.
NAUTH, Nnewi
25th february, 2014

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